Wednesday, April 1, 2015

ohai yo



Michelle taught us that in Japanese. We have too much fun. Its funniest when you say it in a Asian accent and throw your arms in the air! Be like, "Ohai yo!!!" (Arms extended) ;)

In President's email today, he said to not assume things. I liked that because man, I need to work on not doing that! Like Elder Golden said, To Assume is to make an Ass out of me and you. Its so true! Haha Really though it totally does! When we assume things, jump to conclusions, we don't let ourselves be open to understanding, and stop progression. I hardly ever see the full picture anyways so how could I make the right judgement about others when its not possible for me to make a correct assumption, point is, I can't, so I must not assume. 

We did a lot of service this week, which was great because we have trust with members and non members! Its amazing what trusting in one another can do. Its been harder trying to contact referrals through members but already I've seen why its way better to do it that way. A new family moved in to the Kelsers old home. We went by to help them move in, then we asked their neighbors (all members of the ward) to go and introduce themselves. The Summers jumped on it! The family said that they lived in Portland for 5 years or so, and only met their neighbor once because he needed to get on their roof. They've never had such a grand welcome from the community before. I believe because we and the ward correlated on who and when we should visit this family, it all worked great. They feel welcomed, want to come to activities, socialize, and they already love it here! So awesome! Now our next step is to introduce the gospel to them with the members by their side. Its amazing how much easier the work is when missionaries and members work together. :) Not only does it build our testimonies, and trust with the members, but I believe it builds theirs as well. 

I am so grateful for Sister Owsley. Sister Kennedy went home this week and that brought me down... Don't bring me down, don't bring me down. (Beatles song there) ;) But Sister Owsley was super positive and loving. Something I loved was how we both went out to work and didn't dwell on it, and because we were so busy working we didn't have time to be sad. I think Heavenly Father used her to help me keep going and not dwell on something I have no control over. 

We gave a talk yesterday in the Leslie ward. I was stressed out because nothing was coming to my mind as I was trying to prepare for it... so in preparation I studied as much as I could about the subject I felt that Heavenly Father wanted me to speak about and what would you know, just like He always promises, I studied & did my part, and He brought to my mind what I needed to say. I love being an instrument in His hands to bless His children. I am grateful for giving talks because they stretch me out of my comfort zone but make me rely on the Lord. Something I want to improve on is Leaning On Him! I think I too often place everything upon myself and don't go to Him for strength. There is no way I can do anything with out Him, yet stubborn me, I always try to do it by myself... then go to him. I need to get better at leaning on him from the beginning! Using the enabling power of the atonement every day & in every aspect of my life.

President Curtis wrote me this, he is the best President! "Remember that agency thing that allow investigators to turn down the blessings of the gospel also allows members to decide to serve or not (missions as well as other callings) and also to decide how fully they will serve. We not only should not feel responsible for another person's decision, we should be careful not to judge their decision since we can't understand what they feel and understand."

I love my mission and I am learning to love in ways that I didn't know I could. I am coming to be okay with not being able to understand everyone but knowing that the Savior does. He does understand everything, He understands me, you, and knows us better than ourselves. Even though I may not understand others decisions, I am learning I don't have to and its not important that I do, its only important that I help others know that He understands them perfectly and with a perfect love. I know He loves us.

Scripture of the Day 1 Nephi 20:22 "... there is no peace, saith the Lord, unto the wicked." 

Sister Coats

PS: Sister Owsley and I went on a hike and saw a Moose! I real living breathing moose! We wanted to follow it closely but then got scared, screamed, and kept following it! Haha But thankfully while we were hiking to the top of the mountain, not following the trail, probably going to the top in the most difficult way possible, we didn't see any moose there... we saw the moose after our hike, in our car so if it did come right at us it have to go through our new car in whom we named, Blanco. :) We felt proud for being mountain women haha Other
 Things that happened this week, almost hit a deer,  we helped pound in posts (thats a lot harder than it looks), we raked a trillion leaves, made dinner for Fay (forgot to defrost it so we jacked up the heat and every time we went by the timer we'd push it up a few minutes then Fay would walk by and be like, "I swear it was just at 35 minutes, 10 minutes ago!" Sister Owsley and I busted up) we went to Gravity Hill, we got the giggles so bad in sacrament it was hilarious because it was in front of everyone since we had to talk... so yeah, it was very professional haha ;) Driving on dirt roads is surprisingly a blast! Don't tell but I got some major air going down this one road, our seat belts even locked up haha it was great! 

Blanco
Summers!
Beautiful Leslie

Friday, March 20, 2015

Part 1 Ice Cream March 22 2015

I screamed for a lot more than just ice cream this week. We got emergency transferred. I found out after President called and told us about the emergency switch that Sister Kennedy already knew that was going to happen, which bothered me a lot because she knew we were getting switched up and didn't tell me but ya know its all good because all I want is for her to be happy and now she is in Burley, a lot closer to where she can get some counseling and help that I can't give her. I believe this emergency transfer is for the best because now she is where she can get help and hopefully be a lot happier. I guess its just hard because I really tried, I tried really really hard to help her. President and the STL's keep telling me its not my fault but I don't know, I still can't help but wonder... On a more positive note, she is where she can get help and hopefully be happy! 

So this emergency transfer destroyed our plans for this week but I am grateful for the change because on exchange with Sister Draper, I was comforted knowing that Heavenly Father knows how hard I tried and she was such a support to me during such a horrible day. It was funny though how every teaching appointment we went to, we got ice cream, and on a hard day there is nothing better than some ice cream for comfort! Haha We had so much Ice cream I was sick but hey, I needed an all ice cream day. ;) Also with this switch I got to go to the temple again because Sister Owsley, my new companion, hadn't gone yet, so we got to go to the temple! The temple was exactly what I needed. I felt comforted, loved, and important. Heavenly Father knows me and He knows I gave my all and He is preparing the way for me to succeed. I just know it. Plus! Guess who was working at the temple?! The TURNERS! <3 Oh how I love them! Its just crazy to me how through little tender mercies like that, I know God hears me, He loves me, and He is with me every step of the way. :) I am so grateful to know that the Atonement of our Savior Jesus Christ is real. He gives me strength that I don't have and the hope to keep moving forward.

President in his email said this today, "We seek to hear that we can understand; to understand that we can grow. Job said that “to depart from evil is understanding” (Job 28:28). Abinadi chastised the priests of Noah because they had “not applied [their] hearts to understanding; therefore, [they had] not been wise” (Mosiah 12:27)" That lack of understanding is what leads us away from the truth. I realized I need to have a desire to understand. As I was studying in 1 Nephi 15 this week and Nephi's brothers were getting angry because of their lack of understanding. Nephi asked them if they had asked God, they basically said no, why would we? That lack of understanding & desire to understand, made them quick to murmur, bicker, & fight. Its so easy for me to be like Laman and Lemuel thinking, why should I ask God? Why this and that? But not actually having a desire to change my heart to understand what is being given to me. Another problem I have is I want to know everything now! I don't want to learn precept upon precept, line upon line, I want to know now! But if I did know everything all at once, how would I grow? Even though I don't like not knowing everything and having to work for knowledge, I am grateful for it because I think I appreciate it a lot more than I would if it was just given to me. I also don't think I'd be able to feel with my heart that what I am learning is true. I feel like the Lord reveals to me, in His perfect timing, in His perfect way, what will be of most worth to me at that time. He continually wants me to come to Him and how could I do that if everything was revealed to me all at once?

Something I am having a hard time understanding is why I wasn't able to help Sister Kennedy... I know Heavenly Father will help me understand even if that understanding is just to be okay with how everything worked out and who knows maybe I did do something for her! Always on the sunnyside right? :) Sister Owsley is awesome though and has a desire to work. Its been a hard week but I'm grateful its Monday, new week, new companion, new start! We are going to take Mackay by storm! I just know it. I hope I can help Sister Owsley love Mackay. I know she is missing her old area and it hurts to see your companion sad, but I believe she will come to love it here and I definitely know she is needed! :) So Anyway, extremely hard week, and Sister Owsley got sick her 1st day here so yeah... I'm dying to work but hey, I finished the new testament and now we are ready to get out and work! She is excited to work and so am I. It broke my heart when I heard her crying in the bathroom... she misses Burley... which is completely understandable, I just feel so bad because I just want people to be happy! So I got breakfast for her, made her bed, hugged her, and ya know, it will work out. I keep telling myself it will because it always does. We did get a new investigator and we have fun with each other. 

With all of this craziness I find comfort knowing HE is in charge and all I have to do is give Him my heart and follow Him.

Much love, 
Sister Coats
 
PS: Waiting for Sister Bly to send me pics from the temple, cuz yeah this is all I got haha Sorry I'll send them when I get them ;) 


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I Scream Part 1 March 22 2015

I screamed for a lot more than just ice cream this week. We got emergency transferred. I found out after President called and told us about the emergency switch that Sister Kennedy already knew that was going to happen, which bothered me a lot because she knew we were getting switched up and didn't tell me but ya know its all good because all I want is for her to be happy and now she is in Burley, a lot closer to where she can get some counseling and help that I can't give her. I believe this emergency transfer is for the best because now she is where she can get help and hopefully be a lot happier. I guess its just hard because I really tried, I tried really really hard to help her. President and the STL's keep telling me its not my fault but I don't know, I still can't help but wonder... On a more positive note, she is where she can get help and hopefully be happy! 

So this emergency transfer destroyed our plans for this week but I am grateful for the change because on exchange with Sister Draper, I was comforted knowing that Heavenly Father knows how hard I tried and she was such a support to me during such a horrible day. It was funny though how every teaching appointment we went to, we got ice cream, and on a hard day there is nothing better than some ice cream for comfort! Haha We had so much Ice cream I was sick but hey, I needed an all ice cream day. ;) Also with this switch I got to go to the temple again because Sister Owsley, my new companion, hadn't gone yet, so we got to go to the temple! The temple was exactly what I needed. I felt comforted, loved, and important. Heavenly Father knows me and He knows I gave my all and He is preparing the way for me to succeed. I just know it. Plus! Guess who was working at the temple?! The TURNERS! <3 Oh how I love them! Its just crazy to me how through little tender mercies like that, I know God hears me, He loves me, and He is with me every step of the way. :) I am so grateful to know that the Atonement of our Savior Jesus Christ is real. He gives me strength that I don't have and the hope to keep moving forward.

President in his email said this today, "We seek to hear that we can understand; to understand that we can grow. Job said that “to depart from evil is understanding” (Job 28:28). Abinadi chastised the priests of Noah because they had “not applied [their] hearts to understanding; therefore, [they had] not been wise” (Mosiah 12:27)" That lack of understanding is what leads us away from the truth. I realized I need to have a desire to understand. As I was studying in 1 Nephi 15 this week and Nephi's brothers were getting angry because of their lack of understanding. Nephi asked them if they had asked God, they basically said no, why would we? That lack of understanding & desire to understand, made them quick to murmur, bicker, & fight. Its so easy for me to be like Laman and Lemuel thinking, why should I ask God? Why this and that? But not actually having a desire to change my heart to understand what is being given to me. Another problem I have is I want to know everything now! I don't want to learn precept upon precept, line upon line, I want to know now! But if I did know everything all at once, how would I grow? Even though I don't like not knowing everything and having to work for knowledge, I am grateful for it because I think I appreciate it a lot more than I would if it was just given to me. I also don't think I'd be able to feel with my heart that what I am learning is true. I feel like the Lord reveals to me, in His perfect timing, in His perfect way, what will be of most worth to me at that time. He continually wants me to come to Him and how could I do that if everything was revealed to me all at once?

Something I am having a hard time understanding is why I wasn't able to help Sister Kennedy... I know Heavenly Father will help me understand even if that understanding is just to be okay with how everything worked out and who knows maybe I did do something for her! Always on the sunnyside right? :) Sister Owsley is awesome though and has a desire to work. Its been a hard week but I'm grateful its Monday, new week, new companion, new start! We are going to take Mackay by storm! I just know it. I hope I can help Sister Owsley love Mackay. I know she is missing her old area and it hurts to see your companion sad, but I believe she will come to love it here and I definitely know she is needed! :) So Anyway, extremely hard week, and Sister Owsley got sick her 1st day here so yeah... I'm dying to work but hey, I finished the new testament and now we are ready to get out and work! She is excited to work and so am I. It broke my heart when I heard her crying in the bathroom... she misses Burley... which is completely understandable, I just feel so bad because I just want people to be happy! So I got breakfast for her, made her bed, hugged her, and ya know, it will work out. I keep telling myself it will because it always does. We did get a new investigator and we have fun with each other. 

With all of this craziness I find comfort knowing HE is in charge and all I have to do is give Him my heart and follow Him.

Much love, 
Sister Coats
 
PS: Waiting for Sister Bly to send me pics from the temple, cuz yeah this is all I got haha Sorry I'll send them when I get them ;) 


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1 is the Loneliest Number March 9 2015

I am... out of it this week... Sister K is determined to go home and I can't help but feel like I missed something. We stayed over at presidents this week and he is so awesome. I am so grateful I got to talk to him. He really does want to help me. He said what I needed to hear. He reassured me that it is not my fault. Everyone has their agency and he is proud of me for the compassion and understanding I am trying so desperately to give. It meant a lot to me to know I didn't let President down but especially that I didn't let Heavenly Father down. Sister K's decision to go home has nothing to do with me because I did all I could (& I am still trying to do all I can) to keep her here. Something that broke my heart was when an appointment cancelled this week and she was relieved about it. That just killed me inside. I don't know... how do I help her? I love her and want the absolute best for her and so I am trying to help any way I can! I feel like simply...she doesn't want my help. President told me to just keep loving her and praying for her... thats really all I can do. I have never had such a hard time finding people to teach my entire mission! We are going to find those who need us! I hope Sister K will be motivated to work too... but its my own fault for letting all of that drama bring me down. I know there is someone who needs us and we are going to find them! I know everything will work out for the best and this is a learning process but man, right now I just, I don't think I want to learn whatever he wants me to learn right now! haha This is hard! :P Hehe just messin (kinda) but seriously, I know its for the best and I will be grateful for this experience, I  just gotta remember the bigger picture of everything. :)

By the way, even though we are having a super hard time with investigators we are knocking it out of the park with the less actives. 5 less actives came to church this week! Arlene even came and Sister Kaplan I really believe had a change of heart during relief society. She was in tears and hugged us and wouldn't let us go. <3 Fay even paid her tithing!!! We had a pizza party with her since she is lonely and always eats by her self so we bought a pizza and watched the restoration with her, we had a ball! :D It was amazing to see so many people come back to church. Fay is going to go to the temple! She says its a must! Ahh!! I can't wait for her to go! :D

We got to go to the temple this week which I really needed. I needed that spiritual boost and while I was in the temple I felt at peace. All of that drama didn't get to me in there. I was able to relax and get recharged. I know Heavenly Father is preparing people for us to teach and its up to us to go and find them! While I was there I opened up to doctrine and covenants... it was amazing how what I read was exactly what I needed. 
Doctrine & Covenants 100:12 "Therefore, continue your journey and let your hearts rejoice; for behold, and lo, I am with you even unto the end." 
I know He is with me. I know it. I am so grateful for this journey I am on. No way I'm gonna stop! He is with me and I am going to continue on with Him right beside me! <3

Even though I am having a little bit of a hard time I do know that no matter what may be in front of me, it is not as strong as the power that is behind me. I know my Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ love me. I know they love us. I know our Redeemer lives and I am learning more about who He is and who I am everyday. I am so grateful to be on a mission. I am so grateful for all the ways He has helped me change and how He is continuing to help me change. Its kinda funny but looking back at who I was a year ago, I like myself a lot better now. I am happier and I understand more of who I am. I am so grateful for how He helps me change so I can be better. :) I know He lives, I absolutely know it! :)

Gotta go! Read the talk by Brad Wilcox "His grace is sufficient." Its an amazing talk! "the grace of Jesus Christ is sufficient - sufficient to cover us, sufficient to transform us, and sufficient to help us as long as that transformation process takes."

Sister Coats

Beautiful Twin Falls temple!! Where Heaven meets the Earth! Hehe <3

I Can't Believe it's Been a Whole Year!!

I can't believe its my year mark!!!! :0 CRAZY! I still feel like a newbie! 

I loved stake conference yesterday. I especially loved Elder Nielson's talk about change. I want to continue to change, always striving to be better everyday. I think the biggest way that I stop myself from changing is by procrastinating... like, I'll do it tomorrow, or just one more time then I'll stop. It hit me that if I want to grow closer to my Savior I need to change now

I have been having a difficult time this week and I don't want to be negative because negativity never makes anything better... but I am struggling. I want Sister K to love her mission and I am trying my very best to help her. I just don't know what else I can do.... when Sister Marriott talked about contention and how she prayed extra hard for Heavenly Father to give her a portion of the love He has for her sister in law, well I did that. I prayed extra extra hard for that love last night and I can feel the difference already. I don't understand Sister K want to go home but I am trying to be understanding and loving. I hope that she may feel that she is suppose to be here. I just know that when Heavenly Father calls you on a mission He doesn't call you and then call you home. He helps you finish! Anyway I could use some tips on helping Sister K.. Its killing me to think that I have let Heavenly Father down and that I may have let my mission president down. I can promise that I truly am trying my best to help her and I hope to have another opportunity to help a missionary come to love the work! I am willing to do whatever it takes to help Sister  K to stay and I am willing to do whatever I am asked to do. Sister K even got a call from her family telling her to stay out here... I can't help but be worried... but hey when I was really getting down on myself about all of this we visited the Teicherts to drop off our progress record. Sister Teichert gave me a big huge hug and told me I was a great missionary! I didn't even tell her about any of this but she acted like she knew, it was crazy but way sweet. She touched my heart. I wanted to break down but I didn't haha I just wonder how did she know that I needed that simple hug? It sounds silly but I really needed that hug. The Teicherts got me an Idaho necklace and oh it is so cute! I'm wearing it now and man, it was perfect timing really. I don't even know how to explain. I needed that simple hug and compliment from her because it helped me feel His love for me. He knows I'm doing my best and that's all He asks. I didn't want to go all "sappy" on the Teicherts and tell them how much I love them and how grateful I am for their example to me but really, someday I will tell them how much I care for them and how they've helped me. I am so grateful for how Heavenly Father answered my prayers through them. :)

Randomness ~ I helped castrate lambs! It was crazy but fun haha Sister K was totally grossed out but I jumped right in with the guys! Bishop Williams was like, "Whoa Sister Coats, you're a hard worker, if you come back to Mackay, I'll hire you!" and Debby Hanks was like, "You're becoming a true Idaho farm girl" :P It was fun and after we got to walk Macy home and on our walk we made up a dance! It was so fun! Macy and I were dancing away and I was trying to get K to dance, but hey, she is warming up! I got her to at least laugh at me. My dance moves are hot haha ;)

We kinda got completely blind sided by this lady at the post office. She is super nice to us when we go get our mail and she invited us over to see her baby goats. When we went there it was all fine and dandy, helping with the goats, and K has milked a goat now! Haha But when we were done and went inside her husband started to bible bash with us and then she joined in. They were tarring all of what we know to be true. Sister K didn't say anything which kinda got me frustrated but I could feel she was praying for me. Every bash they'd try to hit us with, I shared my testimony. I know the Book of Mormon is true. I know Joseph Smith was a true prophet and that we have a living prophet today. Christ lives. The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is Christ's church. I know these things are true. I really do know these things are true and because I know these things I was able to not let what they threw at us bring me down. I know the spirit was with us as we spoke because when we stood our ground and told them that we did not come here to bible bash and that there is no spirit with this contention. They at least kept quiet for a bit. Anyway, they gave us anti-crud... and we kindly left and I went all Hulk like on the anti-crud when we got home haha... anyway, moral of the story, sometimes our beliefs are put to the test and we can't back down on what we know to be true! Like what Lehi told his family, (1 Nephi 8:34) "... For as many as heeded them, had fallen away." I realized that there is always going to be opposition and I am never going to take any "heed" to what ever they do or say that is against what I know to be true because I absolutely know these things are true. I know where I stand, who's side I am on and no one can ever take this knowledge away from me, except myself.

Crazy week really but hey! We got a new investigator! Remember the lady that we took trash out for? We taught the 1st lesson to her and her family and they want to know more! When we talked about prophets the little girl was totally glued in. We did the pen demonstration of what prophets do and the little girl was amazed. I don't think I've ever taught such a young girl, kindergarten age, who was so absorbed in what we were sharing. When we asked Gloria to read from the Book of Mormon the little girl jumped us and begged us for a book too! It was so awesome and of course I was like, "OF COURSE YOU CAN HAVE A BOOK!!" Haha :)

Okay last thing, I was reading Jude in the New Testament and so with my love for the Beatles. I started singing Hey Jude but I replaced my name for Jude and also changed she to HIM. So I sang something like, "Hey Audrey, Don't be afraid. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let HIM into your heart and then you can start to make it better... etc." <3 Silly right? But as I sang that song to myself, I could feel His love for me. That He really wants me to let Him into my heart and I know He will help me make it better. :)

Gotta go!

<3 Sister Coats

Have a beautiful week everyone!

 Btw congrats Elder Golden for finishing your mission! I can't wait to give you a huge hug when I see you again! You are an amazing missionary! I am so grateful to be related to you! Hahaha You're definitely a golden child. ;)


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Monday, February 23, 2015

Stop in the Name of Love!



I realized I need to love the people in this area even more so I have a stronger desire to contact everyone and have the courage to do it! I love this gospel, and I love this work, even though my companionship is difficult (its improving a lot!) I'm the only person to blame when it comes to feeling discouraged. Its my own choice to choose how hard I work and I know I'm happier when I'm working hard! It was a hard week because I feel like my efforts aren't really getting places but maybe I'm just not trying hard enough... I think I need to push myself even harder then the miracles will come. My goal this week is to contact as many of our referrals as possible so we can have more people to teach and instead of walking to their door, start running! Throughout my studies (btw I finished reading the Book of Mormon and Preach My Gospel!) I realized the greatest blessings or miracles came after a sacrifice. I'm willing to sacrifice myself by pushing myself outside of my comfort zone. We are going to get new investigators this week. I know if I sacrifice, do my part, then Heavenly Father will help us find more people to teach.

Even though we didn't get any new investigators this week, we taught a ton of less actives and did quite a bit of service. Fay is still going strong with preparing to enter the temple and the Kaplans are becoming totally active! Macy has been coming to church every week now and hasn't missed one of our book of Mormon classes! We may not be having a baptism, and when I look at the numbers that kinda brings me down but when I think of the people we've helped, I'm brought right back up again! Helping anyone come closer to Christ is the best feeling ever. Whether they are an active member, less active, totally inactive, or not a member at all and totally not interested, when we help them and the spirit comes, thats the best feeling, it makes all those hard times disappear.

Michelle is struggling with faith... she says its just something shes never had. We asked her to read Alma 32 and I'm so excited to follow up with her today! As I was studying for her this morning I realized for any of us to increase our faith we must increase our obedience. When we are obedient, our faith increases, and when our faith increases, our desire to be obedient increases as well. So my conclusion for Michelle is if she starts living the gospel, her faith will increase, and so will her desire to start living it! I know for me that this rings true. I've seen how as I've tried to be obedient my faith has increased and as my faith has grown, I want to be more obedient! I want to follow my Savior and His example. I want to be more like Him. 

Stop in the name of love! ~ We were driving to go contact a referral when we saw a tiny lady taking out her trash. She was hunched over and her son was trying to help her but couldn't lift the trash. I pulled over, Kennedy was like, "What are you doing?" We stopped and I was like, "Lets go!" So we jumped out of the car and helped this lady with her trash. She had a few bags she needed to take out and we quickly found out that she was in a car accident and really injured her back and her son wanted to help but he wasn't strong enough. Something as simple as taking the trash out, she couldn't do it. We were more than willing to help! :D And as we helped her I saw her heart be softened. She smiled at us and invited us in and thanked us repeatedly. When we went inside, we got to know her and some of her struggles. We shared with her how Heavenly Father loves her. The spirit was there and when we asked if they knew their Heavenly Father loved them, her 1st grader son and 4 year old daughter looked up to their mom and said, "we know He loves us, huh mom" :) She replied "yes he does." :) When Kennedy and I left we just knew that was exactly where we needed to be and at the perfect moment. It was so cool, I felt instant love for this family. Isn't that cool? Talk about perfect timing and Heavenly Father leading us to where we needed to be. :) I am so grateful for how Heavenly Father lets us be His hands. I'm grateful to know that He cares about me and about all of His children. I know He is watching over me. Right now I may not be seeing immediate results from my efforts but I know He sees how hard we are trying and I know our efforts aren't wasted.

Gotta go! Have a great week everyone!

James 4:8 "Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you..."

Sister Coats

Thank you for the package mom! 
Rose!

Monday, February 16, 2015

Stuck in the Mud

YAY!! I am staying here in Mackay! I love the beginning of a new transfer because it gives me a renewed energy boost to work even harder! :) I am worried about Sister Kennedy though. Its hard for me to give someone else the desire I have to share the gospel. Some days I feel like I am dragging her out the door but all is well, I know the work will pick up and there is always something we can learn from each other and even though the hard times aren't very fun, that's when I seem to learn/grow the most. Any who, I can't wait to see how this transfer turns out and I know the hitting point for Sister Kennedy is coming (I feel like she has already it but its all good, I guess I just need to be patient and keep loving her.) But Hey! The work is picking up! We have plans to set dates with 3 of our investigators and with all the changes in our wards. New bishops, new ward mission leaders, I have a feeling some new doors are going to open. Change is hard... because we've built trust with these people but at the same time it is good because they may have new ideas and different ways to get the work moving! So bittersweet all together hehe :)

Overall good week. (Every week on a mission seems to always turn out good!) The Ippolitos came to the ward activity and they brought friends! Jimmy was extremely sick so we came over to visit him. He goofed off and what not but Evelyn asked us to say a prayer for him. As we bowed our heads and I started to pray, the spirit took over. Probably one of the strongest prayers I have had on my mission. The Spirit led my words and touched their hearts. The spirit was so strong none of us could deny it. When we said amen, Jimmy was quiet (he is never quiet!) and Evelyn was in tears. They felt it. We all felt it. :) I am so grateful for prayer and that we got to be instruments in the Lord's hands to help the Ippolitos feel how much Heavenly Father loves them. They can't deny it, none of us can.

Also this week we literally got stuck in the mud... both spiritually and so did our car. haha After meeting with the bishop, it was raining, snow melting, we drove to turn around and bam... got stuck. The more we tried to move, the deeper we got, kinda embarrassing. But hey! It turned out to be super great because a totally inactive family helped pull us out who before that, avoided us at all costs. Anyway, because we got stuck we had to figure out how to get ourselves out right, well luckily for our car an inactive family came to the rescue but as for us spiritually, only the Savior could pull us out. I felt like the more I tried to help or figure something out, the deeper Sister Kennedy and I got. Our unity was completely off and I learned this week that often times I rely way too much on myself. I don't go to Him as often as I should. I shouldn't just go to Him when I need help but also when everything is going okay, I need to show thanks, appreciation, love, ask for His direction... I need to be humble enough to change... so I can let Him come closer to me. I think part of the reason why we felt stuck is because we both had to humble ourselves. We needed to let down our pride and stop focusing on ourselves or each other and instead focus on the work! Focus on our investigators! When I stopped focusing on dragging Sister Kennedy out the door (and how frustrated that makes me ~ changing frustration into love) and she stopped focusing on how she doesn't want to be here, the spirit came back. We were able to talk things out, humble ourselves, and get back to work, the right way! (Which I think helped Sister Kennedy to stop thinking about home. Cool how work does that :)) I am grateful for how He helped us break things down so we could build them back up in His way. Turning our will into His and instead of asking for our circumstances to change, asking for the strength to change our circumstance (if that makes sense? :)) You know, sometimes I need to get stuck in the mud before I let Him come help me out... and sometimes I need to get stuck before I commit to change... ya know what I'm saying? Geeze... I just wish I didn't get stuck so often! Haha :) Trying to word that together all cute and totally didn't work hahah conclusion... I hate getting stuck in the mud but I know there's only one person who can pull me out and that is the Savior. (Pretend that was all worded cute haha)

Have a great week everyone! 

2 Timothy 2:19 "Nevertheless the foundation of God standeth sure, having this seal, The Lord knoweth them that are his..."
Love,
Sister Coats

Stuck in the Mud
Rose! 

Monday, February 9, 2015

Tough Week

Extremely hard week for me because everything seem to fall into pieces... and just like the heading to this email, felt like I was pushing on a pull door! Here we go ready? ;P So, I got extremely sick, thankfully only for one day, but not being able to work and wanting to work is no fun... then we set a baptism date with K and then that blew up on us. The spirit was so strong in our lesson, K even got emotional, we set a baptism date, everything went great then on Saturday we hear from one of the members that at the basketball game this weekend she was telling everyone we are forcing her to get baptized. What?! Really, because thats what we do, we force people to do things, force them to take the lessons, force them to get baptized, urrrhhh and what bugged me the most is she didn't tell us, we had to hear it from a member! RUMORS! So yeah, heard she was bad mouthing us, bashing us as missionaries and worst of all bashing His church! So we called her and I'm grateful Sister Kennedy handled this because she is great at being right up front with people and I'm a peace maker which isn't always a good thing or I speak my mind and make it a heck of a lot worse, anyway totally laid it out and Sister Kennedy said it powerfully and direct, totally led by the spirit, "We represent the Lord. We are His servants, if you didn't want to get baptized you should've told us." Then K said, "I never said yes." Boy oh boy, so glad I wasn't the one on the phone right then because I would've blown up, but Sister Kennedy kept her cool and was like, "K you did say yes and you know you did, all of this would've never happened, we wouldn't have planned a date with you and planned out your baptism at our lesson with you if you would've said no. K we can't meet with you anymore." It was kinda awesome. :) I just can't believe she would out right lie to us like that but from what we've heard, its just like her to do this. Shes done it before. I just hope we didn't loose any member trust... What the what.... so frustrating... I mean its totally understandable for K to get nervous about it or maybe feel embarrassed? Idk, but I just don't get totally out right lying to us like that, we were there! And then speaking bad about His church and the members especially when the members have done so much for her. Why would you bad mouth the people who help you? Idk... fellowshippers, everyone involved, it hurt all of us. Kaitlyn will come around... maybe not for a long time but we have to keep loving her... even if that seems really hard to do right now haha 

Man, this week was just so hard and then to add on top of all of that stuff, all this week Sister Kennedy talked about going home... which broke my heart and made the work a lot harder to do because I felt like I was dragging her out the door... And I love missionary work! Its a blast! I just.... I don't think I've ever had a companion that wanted to go home before and to be truthful, that's never entered my mind as an option, so it was really hard to relate. I mean, I understand missing my family and missing home but I don't understand going home. I came out here and I'm going to finish but I think a lot of it had to do with the fact that Sister Kennedy has been hearing some bad news from home and feels like she would be of better help to her family if she went home. All I could do was pray for her and shared with her how being on a mission has blessed my family more than anything I've ever done before. I know that me being on a mission is blessing my family more than me being at home. It just really hurt... I feel like I've failed as a trainer because I haven't helped her catch on to the JOY that comes from doing missionary work. Its hard to give that desire of sharing the gospel that I have to someone else... they have to desire it too, I can't make her desire it, but I guess I can at least try to help her gain a desire, right? I don't know, it was just a hard week. I want so bad for her to experience all the happiness that comes from sharing the gospel, and I try to remind her of the good feelings that she has already experienced from being out here. Getting what she knows to be true to enter into her heart, helping her gain that knowledge that sharing the gospel brings happiness, getting that from her head into her heart. (Like what Elder Ballard said, "Our great need is to get the belief and knowledge that is in our heads into our hearts. Doing so anchors us in the truth." I feel like that relates to all aspects of the gospel and missionary work.) :) It will come... I know that will come for her and I know that when it clicks, it sticks. :)

Alright done with that negativity, lets get back to being positive! So Sister Kennedy wanting to go home, so I strongly encouraged her to call president, which she did! YAY!!! I am so grateful for him and what he said. From what she told me he said basically what I said about being out on a mission is the best thing you could do for your family but him saying it hit home because she seems more chill today and she is NOT going home!! YAYYAYAYAYA!!! :D I am grateful that she called him and that he gave her the direction she needed, she seems happier and more willing to try since she talked to him. Who knows, maybe she had to go through that so she could trust him faster than I came to trust him. I wish I would've trusted him and his calling a lot sooner in my mission.

I feel all is getting better now. Just need to stay positive, keep praying, and focus on the successes we had this week. Like Fay came to church! (We are helping her get to the temple) We gave a book of Mormon to Jimmy, and he accepted! So that is HUGE! We got a lot of referrals to contact and really, how could I not be happy? I know this is Christ's church, I know I am a daughter of God, and I know He wouldn't send me here to fail. He wants me to succeed. He loves me and wants me to be happy, He loves all of his children and desires all of us to be happy. His gospel and being able to do His work has brought me true and eternal happines! I know it because I've felt it. I continue to feel that happiness and I believe its only a preview of what eternal happiness must feel like! I am so truly happy to be here doing His work. I know I am where He wants me to be and I know He is shaping me into the person He wants me to become and who I want to be. Its not possible for me to not be happy. Yes disappointments, trials, and sorrows come but I know my Savior loves me and I know this gospel is true!! So this is how I feel... BRING IT ON SATAN! I know where I stand. I know who's side I'm on and there is nothing, no one, that can take that knowledge away from me.
See? How could I not be happy? Hehe :D

Super long email this week! Love y'all!
Sister Coats

PS: When we did 12 week yesterday we read PMG 10 A successful missionary, crazy how the spirit works. It was exactly what I needed. When we read Alma 8:14-15 & Helaman 10:4-5, I personalized it just for me and whoa, this is what I got, (its kinda goofy but hey, I personalized it! Enjoy hehe) Alma 8:14-15 "And it came to pass that while I was journeying thither, being weighed down with sorrow, wading through much tribulation and anguish of soul because of K and Sister Kennedy... The Lord comforted me saying: Blessed art thou, sister Coats; therefore, lift up thy head and rejoice, for thou hast great cause to rejoice; for thou hast been faithful in keeping the commandments of God." Helaman 10:4-5 "Blessed art thou, Sister Coats, for those things which thou hast done; for I have beheld how thou hast with unwearyingness declared the word, which I have given unto thee, unto this people. And thou hast not feared them, and hast not sought thine own life, but hast sought my will, and to keep my commandments. And now, because thou hast done this with such unwearyingness, behold, I will bless thee forever; and I will make thee mighty in word and in deed, in faith and in works; yea even that all things shall be done unto thee according to thy word, for ghou shalt not ask that which is contrary to my will." 

Picture... I know how you always want pictures mom so I had Sister Kennedy take a picture of me... I was sick. There ya go hahha :)



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Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Be Bold

It was a week of improvement. We took to heart what Elder Ballard said about being bold and miracles happened because of it. The Ippolitos, a couple from New Jersey that I met the 1st week I came to Mackay. They both say they don't want anything to do with the church but over our visits, Evalyn has been reading the book of Mormon, read the ensign, and has been asking us a ton of questions. Her husband Jimmy is the one we really need to work with because I believe that if he was interested in the church, Evalyn would be right there with him. Over our visits it started as, "No you can't share a message," and him interrupting through prayers, and making jokes right when the spirit comes in, well, over these few months both of their hearts have been softened. We are saying prayers with them, sharing messages, and this week Jimmy wasn't feeling very well so we dropped by a get well goody. They invited us in and just like Elder Ballard said, BE BOLD, so we did just that. We taught the 1st lesson. Jimmy still isn't interested and teased us for sharing but when we testified, he became quiet. If nothing else, we know he felt something. (The spirit was there) :) It was awesome. Being bold and confident made a huge difference in the work. We were able to testify to everyone and anyone! We got a few new investigators and I believe because of our boldness, the spirit was able to come even stronger to our lessons.

Sister Kennedy is starting to talk more. We contacted a lot which helped her (both of us) with door approaches. She had a hard day this week where she seemed really depressed... so to keep ourselves happy and up, I made us do a cheer again haha We are not going to just sit and slug around, so we got up said a cheer (yes like a physical cheerleader cheer haha she thinks I'm crazy but really cheers work!) and went to work even harder. Taking a short lunch and dinner to keep even more focused on the work and promising to not even talk negative about anything. I think it helped because it made it so we didn't even have time to think negative thoughts, the only thing we could think about is the work! And if we did think negative we didn't say it. We said only positive things, which before ya know it, you start believing what you tell yourself. Making her cheer,"I'm happy!" I think really did make her Happy! Haha :)

By the way, we had interviews with our president and it was so great! I've really come to love and trust him. It made my entire month to hear him say he is proud of me and that he has recognized how much I've grown. It just really meant alot to me that he cares about me and helping me become better.

One last super cute thing, we got to teach primary this week and the Bell's little boy Jackson has the biggest crush on us! He made sure to sit right by us and he even told me, "I'm scared of you." Me, "Why?" Jackson, "I don't know.... I really really like you and I try to hide from you. You can't tell anyone I like you!" Haha He ran around church telling everyone that we taught his class! Jackson is only 4 years old but he made my week! Telling his friends that I am HIS missionary! Hahaha Its really adorable! Teaching Primary is so much fun! ;)

Have a great week everyone! 

PS: Scripture that stood out to me...
1 Thessalonians 2:4
"But as we were allowed of God to be put in trust with the gospel, even so we speak; not as pleasing men, but God, which trieth our hearts."

Love Sister Coats

Pics: Getting Lost in Paradise :